I am alone in the world, and yet not alone
enough
to make each hour holy.
I am lowly in this world, and yet not lowly
enough
for me just to be a thing to you,
dark and shrewd.
I want my will and I want to go with my will
as it moves towards action.
And I want, in those silent,
somehow faltering times,
to be with someone who knows,
or else alone.
I want to reflect everything about you,
and I never want to be too blind or too ancient
to keep your profound wavering image with me.
I want to unfold.
I don’t want to be folded anywhere,
because there,
where I’m folded,
I am a lie.
—Rainer Maria Rilke
